Our Weekend

Well we had a good weekend..We got to have some family time together friday night and sat morning. Saturday night we had that Martin Luther King Celebration at NCC. It was cool to go and see all the stuff that Russ designed. Plus they had free refreshments and treats at the intermission. That was my favorite part. Its pretty hard for Russ to compete with Free brownies and cookies. Sorry Honey :) Anyhow Sunday we just had church and then hung out for the day. We actually got outside today for a walk. I ended up having contractions again a couple hours after that. I am not sure if those walks are good or bad for me.

So today I am 32 weeks and 3 days pregnant. I am getting so excited for this baby to arrive. We went out on friday and bought some things that we needed for him. Its so weird that I have a house full of baby stuff and this kid is kicking me every 5 minutes but I still don't feel pregnant. I look down at my belly and all I think is wow thats huge. I can't believe that there is a baby in there that will be coming out in a few weeks. So strange.

So about my post a couple weeks ago about these "friends" that I lost. The Lord has really helped me heal and realize that its okay. He has put a bunch of new people in our lives that love us and accept us and our decisions. Which is awesome. I just had to realize that no matter how much I wanted to "control" the situation that I can't. People make their own choices and I can do nothing about it. I am not going to forget these people that once were in my life but I cannot change who I am or what I believe for them. That chapter is officially over. I am oddly excited about what the future holds. I should say what the Lord has in store for us. I can't keep trying to pull these people with me when they have so obviously made their choice. People change and I was holding on to what our friendship used to be not what it is now (which by the way is ridiculous)!! I have this problem with letting go and living in the past. SO anyhow I guess that its not my hormones after all :)